
It was late
at night and I didn’t really know how I was feeling; I just knew it was closer to sad than happy. I decided to
open this book where I last left it and I came across this poem. The truth is,
I’m slowly getting over a toxic relationship I decided to end in the beginning
of 2017. I knew it was possible to walk away but I could never expect how hard
it would be to feel completely detached, completely at peace, completely over
him and completely okay with myself. I still am not completely fine but I’m
working on it, and in that moment, this poem really helped me feel better. I
read it every time I think about it to remind me that a weight is off my
shoulders and that I deserve to feel good again; I am changing and I am growing
and you will never stop me. I will feel complete again.
Note to Self | Connor Franta