Friend: What’s wrong with you? You turned into a heartless person!
Me: How dare you to ask me what’s wrong with me, everything is wrong , everything. There’s nothing right. Do you wonder why i act heartless? Because i’m sick and tired of people like you who hurt me or offend me or make me feel worthless all the fucking time. I’m sick and tired to fall asleep with tears and pain and wake up with this numb feeling. I can’t even look at myself or my body in the mirror without feeling sick and ashamed. People use me and let me down like i’m a fucking stone. Everyone blames it on me, it’s all my fault, right? If you would actually care about me and be there for me when i need you the most, i wouldn’t be like this, i’m always here for everyone, i would give my life for all you stupid people and you don’t care about me, you just use me because you’re scared to be like me, isn’t it? That’s why i look heartless in your eyes, People make me like this, live with it or leave me alone.
Friend: *Looks into my eyes with no words to say.*